not gonna lie.

today was a good day.

craving some Synergy mango kombucha though. and baked cauliflower and spaghetti squash. and food like that. idk. hi tumblr.

e___e why is it so nerve wracking? i’m afraid i’ll lose all my music or something.

Anonymous asked: i see you at the gym a lot

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hi c:

bike 3.5 miles, do a 30 minute abs & arm circuit, & 10 minutes of yoga

only to eat all the calories back in half a bakery made yodel.

dammmmmmit! at least it was tasty.

1. sweets put a smile on so many faces.
2. people can be particularly neurotic about their specific sweets.
3. people may INSIST that your store carries an item they don’t.
4. i love children who love sweets.
5. i don’t love adults who are sassy with me.
6. i love my bosses.
7. the longer i stay inside the bakery and the longer i inhale the sugar, the less appetite for them (or anything) i have.
8. there is SO much butter in everything.
9. you don’t need to culinary/ pastry school to excel in the sweets business.
10. it’s devastating to drop the cookie your customer specifically wanted. your (my) heart literally sinks.

i have access to free sweets, but i try not to eat much of them. what i want to do each day is take one leftover pastry at the end of the day and give it to someone random. hopefully it cheers them up. i’ll ask if they’re allergic to certain things first. yeah.

also it’s pretty dang awesome working right next to Andy’s momma’s store. i get to see her and eat lunch with her & Andy occasionally. soooo lovely. perfect timing, too, since i end work at the same time Andy closes up shop so we can go to the gym togetherrr. i am blessed that he loves me even in my gross lifting & post-cardio appearance. i missed him .. c:

i’m still so stoked that i landed it with my favourite bakery in the local area. i hope they don’t let me eat anything though… my mind’s been on my body fat percentage again - i really want to get a body fat caliper. i’d love to bake though. they said they have projects for me. c:

would it be weird if i asked them if i could wear the apron that angela got me for my birthday? none of them wear aprons. given that they’re mostly men. but still. i want to wear mine. to be totes legit or something like that.

i need to sleep though. damn this laptop and its backlit keyboard that makes typing in the dark a piece of cake.

• had a spinach strawberry smoothie for breakfast
• made calls for Lulu’s bakery from home
• made a Boca burger w/ avocado slices & donkatsu/sriracha sauce for myself & mama
• devoured like, half a watermelon on my own
• saw my lovely andy during my walk to the gym. i looked like a mess with no make up & a weather-ruined ponytail and he looked rather classy, tie & all (he was going to see someone for an internship.) i was unconditionally happy to see him nonetheless and he said i looked beautiful anyway. talk about motivation to workout :P ♥
• legs day at the gym, followed by a refreshing 10 minute stretch

and now for a special segment of things my dad did today that made me realise i will really miss him:

1. hums the chorus Justin Timberlake’s “Summer Love” for like, an hour
2. talks about how he caught two kids cheating in his class today and laughed when he said they kept denying it even when their eraser marks were the same on their scantrons
3. calls my mum from downstairs when she’s upstairs to ask if she wants a hot dog while he cooks dinner
4. talks about how many hits Rihanna has had on the radio

silly man, i love my daddy